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just recently i have been riding the M.E roller coaster with ups and downs following each other in quick and dramatic ways.

M.E is the illness that just keeps giving when you think nothing else could be thrown into the mix of symptoms that you deal with a new and confusing one turns up, leaving you wondering if its the M.E or if something else is going wrong!!

a week ago i had 24 hours where i could not sit or stand up with out severe pain in my head , nausea dizziness and a total drain of colour leaving me feeling as if i was about to collapse. this disappeared as quickly as it came leaving me feeling as i normally do im pain, and generally knackered,

so up and down i go.